Thinking

Today was a good day but as I sat and reviewed it, I thought how could I have done this better? I didn't get to frustrated with my child today, I made time and played with her, I even went outside and kicked a ball around with her, but I can't help thinking how can I do this better, how can I be a better mommy. The most important thing to me is passing my faith on to her, in a perfect day I would;

get up at 4am and pray until 6, get dressed fix my hair makeup look georgeous lol at 6
get Valerie up and start out day in intense prayer followed by an hour of bible reading before breakfast, and although this would take a good 2 hours, it should only be 7am by now
Next fix a healthy from scratch breakfast and have the house completely cleaned by 8am and breakfast over by then also
next homeschooling and spending quality time on it going slow and doing all the experienments, all the suggested activities and not getting frustrated not once and her reading perfectly and surpassing all expectations.
done with this by lunchtime and then we would make lunch together and start dinner, because dinner would be done from scratch also with all fresh ingredients from our own garden that we would have to squeeze time in for in the morning also to tend to
then in the afternoon we'd go out for a brisk walk or some type of exercise followed by some type of education activity.
that evening would consist of family game time, lots of bedtime books and I would smile as i read the same book I've read every night that week once again. bedtime would consist of a perfect sweet prayer and she would go straight to sleep without a fuss while I get all my school work done and somehow I have to squeeze my Avon business in the afternoon also. then before bed a good 2 hours in the word and in prayer to end the perfect day and I wouldn't go to bed till about midnight, and then turn around and get up at 4am to start it all over, not including, field trips, doctors appointments, and just plain surprises. Wow that's a lot of stuff. When I write it all down doesn't sound to fun after all lol.