New post, double portion.

I have not posted a while but wanted to post something that has been on my heart lately. God has recently visited me and I have experienced a really powerful encounter with God that has really been amazing. I know now what God has called me to do and I also know I cannot do what he's called me to do, he has to do it all. I have looked at my flaws lately and asked myself how is God going to be able to use me when I still have more fruit and things "I" feel I need to produce first. I don't know how he is going to do it but I know he is and whats more I also know the timing and it's now which is scary as well. They say never pray for patience because God will send you circumstances to develop it, I pray for it and will continue to. They also say don't pray for the double portion anointing because you don't know what you are asking for,  I ask for it and all that comes with it, the trials the fire whatever it takes for him to use me how he wants, I want his will and I want that double portion anointing so that I can be as effective for HIS kingdom as possible. I love him so much and I only want him. My pray this week has been God change me into your image and make every single desire of my heart be to please you and to do your will not my will Lord.