Trials

As christians we all go through trials and temptations in our walk with God, they are not all easy and we don't always pass with a perfect score, but if we keep on pressing on we will be transformed into the image of his dear son Jesus Christ. The world looks at us and wants to see us rising up, we can look at our brothers and sisters and see that their lives look perfect and they are doing it right, they are reading their bible at least 12 chapters a day and we are struggling with 1. I am going through a trial and it has been hard but I am thankful that God is always faithful and that he will never put on us more than we can handle and that this will pass. I will hold on to God as hard as I can and give thanks when he brings me out. Is going through trials worth it? To me it is, I want to be used by God, I want my mind renewed daily and I want him to search me and try me and change me daily, I want to be refined by fire and I want to give all my life to him and hold nothing back but sometimes my flesh gets in the way or i get busy and I rush through prayer. I want to be sensitive to the Holy Spirit and sometimes its hard to put aside my schedule for his but its what I want more than anything. I think trials grow us and most important we need to be faithful in our time with God, if we commit to an hr a day of prayer we need to be there and stop pushing the snooze button.